I do not appreciate being ambushed from the shower to go study. NO.
This semester has been absolutely insane. I’ve had a lot of ups and downs and I am thankful for all these experiences—it has made me who I am and I’m actually really proud of myself. I’ve made progress towards the person I strive to be. Yes, I still stress out a lot and yes, I still have a lot of kinks to fix, but this semester has been all about progress. In such a short period of time, I’ve become more comfortable with who I am, and damn that’s a huge deal. Sure, I still have insecurities, but who the hell doesn’t? All I know is, I’ve been knocked down and I found the strength to get back up again. Roadblocks were thrown in my direction and I found ways to go around them and I kept going—I’m still going strong.
Recently, a few people told me that I was their rock and their strength and it made me so freakin emotional I cried… I received the sweetest goodnight text from my friend telling me I was their gem and their rock (I’m not cocky I swear). For someone to say that about me is so heartwarming and honestly a bit overwhelming. To be a source of strength is… I’m speechless. I’m proud of the person I’m becoming. I’m glad I stand by my morals and my values. I don’t mean to brag or sound cocky or conceited, but I’m so proud of all that I’ve accomplished this semester. The roller coaster of emotions I’ve experienced during these past few months have opened my eyes to so many new things. I hope I can remain someone’s rock and continue to become the best version of myself I can be.
Oh for fuck’s sake, go me.